Hi to all.
Well, where should I start?
I had a major "Melt Down" Friday night! I was riding my new tricycle and fell down, hurt my left arm, elbow, hip, jaw, chin, head! I think I just snapped! I was lying in the street, so upset that I wrecked my new bike, I hurt myself (after a wonderful bike ride), and there wasn't anyone there to help me!!
I finally picked myself up and went inside, cleaned myself off (I looked like I had been abused) took ibuprofen and got ice! Then, the tears started and I couldn't stop them! I had seen the neurologist earlier in the week and she had spoken with me about not driving anymore, and I told her NO, that I would still drive because I could still determine a good day from a bad day. I guess I was feeling overwhelmed, unhappy, unloved and alone!!!
Later, I moved my beat up body to the tub where I attempted to soak away the pain, bruising and swelling! (that didn't help either).
Spent a short period of time with Mom and Dad. Mom was mean so I left!! I just couldn't handle it!
Later on, my cousin Jamey called, so she got the brunt of it!! I cried and cried and cried! Poor Jamey, She was so sweet but seemed lost too! But she's a good listener! Thank you, Jamey, I Love You!
Well, here I am. Still alive and kicking! Aimee made me promise not to ride my bike anymore until she comes on Friday.
Oh, That's the great news! Aimee, Eric and Turtle are coming this Friday!! I'm very excited to see all of them. They are driving in for the AD Memory Walk on Saturday!!! Yea!!
Jeff came by last night to help me take measurements on the upstairs apartment. Keith's here now to help me start cleaning and moving tomorrow.
Wow, I'm starting to feel rather overwhelmed about all this but, well, here goes!!
Hope you all are well. Please keep your fingers and toes crossed that all this goes well!
Peace and Hope,
LCC
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lisa, my dear friend and cousin. i was not confused. i am always here for you. i was just telling that i can't say nor can anyone else that i've walked in your shoes. i do believe that you are overworked being a care-giver,moving upstairs, being lonely and managing your disease would take a toll on anyone. can't wait to see you love,love,love
ReplyDeleteSo pleased your daughter is visiting. I had a visit from my daughter yesterday and it certainly lifted my spirits.
ReplyDeletereally big hugs from Australia
Thanks for all your support, Jamey. I Love you!
ReplyDeleteNo I daughter, So glad you had a Mother/daughter visit. I can't wait for my Aimee fix!